i signed on to my old xanga site this morning and had this overwhelming sense that, indeed, the season of bearing my soul on that site is done…it ran a good course. it allowed me to share to the feeble following of readers my last two years of college, a summer as an intern in Atlanta and all my decisions made post graduation. but now, i am in a permanent place. i often feel like a little girl standing still in the whirlwind of a big person’s world. surprisingly, i am finding the smallest bit of satisfaction of making the “big people’s” decisions-dealing with the 45 minute calls to the bank, weighing out career decisions and searching for a community to call a support group. just this morning i was calling to make an appointment to find an apartment. though i feel like my desk is much, much too large, like i am digging through someone else’s desk to find a notepad and that i am borrowing anothers pen to write with, i am beyond ready for this season in life. hence, i am ready for a wordpress.
